Happy 1st Birthday to my LJ!!

What a year it's been too .... I've had some of the best highs and worst lows of my life this year.

The highs include touching Bryan Adams (on his arse no less), meeting my teen idol Chesney Hawkes (and having him recognise me at Butlins) and being asked to be bridesmaid for my sister when she gets married in 2 years time.

My lows ... too many really to mention on here. They have included falling in love but feelings not being returned, recently having a friends friend die suddenly and suffering from some of the worst depression I've ever experienced.

I know there's a couple of people reading this who know exactly how low I got. I've never put anything on here about that for one reason ... there's things about that time that I've not told someone else reading this. The time has never been right, someday maybe it will be right. It's something that I've never been comfortable talking about to anyone and have forced myself to tell the people that I have. I don't want this person (who I'm sure knows who I'm talking about) reading it on here as that's NOT fair.

So yeah ... here's the 1,119 post of the year (an average of just over 3 a day). Here's to the next 12 months!!